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<p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 40.5pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-char-indent-count: 3.0; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">感到肚子有点饿了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>咬一块面包垫垫底<span lang="EN-US">.</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">
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</p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">
</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">太阳又要夕下了<span lang="EN-US">,</span>每次随着阳光逐渐消退<span lang="EN-US">,</span>内心深处总会升起一丝惶恐<span lang="EN-US">,</span>好好的一天又让我虚度了<span lang="EN-US">?</span>我做了什么呢<span lang="EN-US">?</span>什么也没做<span lang="EN-US">.</span>恐慌牢牢地抓住了我<span lang="EN-US">,</span>痛恨头脑如此清醒<span lang="EN-US">,</span>懊恼心情出现惶恐<span lang="EN-US">,</span>好像我即将被这个社会遗弃<span lang="EN-US">,</span>外面的世界正如火如荼精彩着<span lang="EN-US">,</span>而我蜷缩在家里<span lang="EN-US">,</span>无事可做<span lang="EN-US">,</span>无事可想<span lang="EN-US">,</span>难道我退化了<span lang="EN-US">?</span>还是生活过于安逸<span lang="EN-US">?</span>如果这样一天一天<span lang="EN-US">,</span>始终会令我的内心不安<span lang="EN-US">,</span>疯狂的不安<span lang="EN-US">.</span></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">
</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 10pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><p></p></span>
</p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-fareast-font-family: 楷体_GB2312; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_GB2312;">
</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">惶恐呀，你像一场可怕的梦靥，嘶咬着呆滞地神经；你又像水魔般悄无声息的渗入我身体，吞噬着安宁的细胞，击碎我所有的清静。彷徨着，挣扎着，对着苍天起誓，我不忧伤，我不烦恼，我不孤单，我只是害怕，彻心彻骨的害怕，好像世界每天都在刷新，唯我傻傻静止不变，安而不动，这属于无聊吗？或是无病呻吟，并未强说新词，欲说还休，真想卸下一切，去寻找一方净土，一方苦难与幸福并存的净土，那样，痛并快乐着，双重滋味，才显得生活的真实吧。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span>
</p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">圣人啊，明智的出路在哪？年轻的心承载着成熟地疼痛，那是怎样一丝痛？混乱，没有方向，惶恐再次逼近了我，似潮水汹涌而至，肌肤泛冷，心绪迷茫，向左，向右，迈不动前进的双腿，哪怕是一小步，也需要莫大的勇气，也需要果断的决择。又似乎将自己困在无人相信的空间里，所有的是非过错，皆因自身而起，于是，人不思则殆，惰性随之而起，猛一颤粟，心不知归放何处。</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span>
</p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">最怕的是你，惶恐，可知，你在我的眉心间轻轻一晃，我的人，乃至于整个灵魂，都会引发深深的惶惑不安，因为，欢快前行的日子，我留下了什么？空白，无意义。有时呼朋引座，高谈飞笑，将时间放纵；有时东窜西窜，自我放歌，将青春虚度。等等这些，总会让安静下来的我，忍不住反思，忍不住惭愧，忍不住叹息，其实骨子里喜欢那种静若处子<span lang="EN-US">,</span>动如脱兔的女子，而我是什么？</span></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span>
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</span></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 13.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 楷体_GB2312; mso-hansi-font-family: 宋体; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">此时，惶恐像根针，极细的针，刺痛了手指，牵动了整颗心，阵阵痛楚之后，似乎给我警示，又仿佛呼唤我清醒，人生还有很多兖满意义的事等待我去挖掘，人生还有很多美丽的鲜花等待我去采摘，人生还有很多绚丽的灿烂等待我去微笑，那么，这区区惶恐又算得了什么，哈，就算是一块绊脚石，等我储好力气，也能狠狠把你踢开。<span lang="EN-US"><p></p></span></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman">
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[原创]惶恐
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发表于 2008-8-26 23:42:18
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