[原创]假如爱有翅膀

玉儿

<span style="FONT-SIZE: 7pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: ??; mso-hansi-font-family: ??;"><font size="4"><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><font size="3">           假如爱有翅膀　</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><font size="3">    早上，梦一不小心将手机掉到了地止。梦拾起手机一看，心一凉，本己有些残破的手机现在恐怕再难修复了。果真，梦上下左右摆试，那手机还是冷冷冰冰，毫无声息。梦暗暗一叹，将手机往床上一扔，就忙着上班去了。</font></span><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><font size="3">　　忙忙碌碌了一天，梦几乎忘了手机的事，傍晚时，梦疲惫地坐在床边又看到了那手机，她又拿起来调试了半天，还是无济于事。唉，算了吧。不能用就不能用吧。反正平时用的时候也少。只是偶尔老公新打电话问候。</font></span><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><font size="3">　　也许是太累了，梦突然觉得头疼厉害。还是出去走走吧。深秋的山野己很萧条、荒凉。傍晚的山野更显孤独、冷清。梦慢慢行走在起伏不平的山路上，任心海沉伏、飘落。夜色渐浓时，梦才披着略到寒气的月色回到单位的小宿舍。因为单位离家较远，平时梦带着孩子住在单位，只在周未的时候才回家。</font></span><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">　　远远地，梦发现宿舍的灯是亮的。难道新来了？梦加快脚步，走到门口推开门，一股暖气迎面扑来，明亮的灯光下新正在上网。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你，怎么来了？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦有些惊诧。新是很少去单位看梦的。他说常去她单位不好，为什么不好，梦没问。因为新的想法总有些怪。本来梦也喜欢安静，她很喜欢那种一周聚一次的感觉。她总觉得和新在一起有些累，是那种说不出来的累。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你不回家，我只能来这儿看你啊。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新冷冷地说。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我明天要考试，不放假。我手机早上摔坏了。我无法告诉你我不回家。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦小心地解释着。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">是吗？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新加重语气问。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">是啊，考试的事，我上周就告诉过你了啊。手机早上我铺床时摔的。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦说着随手又拿起手机，一按，居然开机了，且完好如初。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">咦，怎么好了？你修的吗？你怎么弄的？我弄一天也不行呢。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦欣喜地问。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我没弄，我才懒得弄！</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新硬硬地说。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">奇怪了，手机怎么突然好了呢？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦自言自语着。又随手打开信息窗，发现了一条新下午发的消息，但已经阅读过。梦知道新已经动过手机了。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">动就动了，为什么不承认呢？为什么不能坦诚一点呢？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦没有揭穿新的谎言，只觉得在心底有股寒气流过。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">他总是这样！</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span></font></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">　　新一边在梦面前表现得豁达、大度，什么事都让她，疼着她，惜着她，一边又偷偷查看梦的电话通话记录，上网聊天记录，还有随笔写下的心情文字，但他从不主动要求看梦写的东西，却喜欢用偷看的方式。甚至在梦出门时悄悄跟在后面。发现有什么</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">蛛丝马迹</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">时就大发酒疯，歇斯底里地发脾气。尔后发现什么事都没有时，又温情脉脉、信誓旦旦。可下次遇着什么事时又会如此。如此反反复复，开始梦难过后感动，感动后又伤心。慢慢麻木，后冷漠。于是梦愈加封闭起来，孤独起来，每天除了上班、看书、带孩子、偶尔上网，大门不出，二门不迈，几乎与外界隔绝起来。新却欣喜不己。愈加对梦好起来。放假回家的时候，什么家务事也不让梦做，想吃什么只要梦说到，他马上做好送到梦面前，想要什么只要梦说到，他马上买回送到梦手中，想要去哪里，他立刻陪着不离左右</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">在别人眼里，梦成了世上最幸福的女人。可梦却在这种幸福中窒息着。因为这份</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">好</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">，</span><font face="Times New Roman">
                                        </font><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦会因为新不喜欢她外出就不外出，会因为他不喜欢她上网她就尽量不上，会因为他在意她，所以说话小心，做事小心，生怕伤着那颗那么爱她的心。就在这份浓浓的爱中，梦却渐渐憔悴起来，不开心起来。看着梦的不开心，于是新愤怒。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你还要我怎么做？你到底要什么？我到底哪里不好？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">面对新的质问，梦无言以对。新真的很好。只是他用那个</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">好</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">字做了一个牢牢的笼子给梦住。</span></font><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">　　</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">爱要是有翅膀多好啊！</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦常常望着窗外的蓝天想。</span></font><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><font size="3"><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">　　想起这些，梦深深叹了一口气。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我知道你不高兴，你想谁想得心疼？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">突然新新冷冷的话像剑一样刺向梦的心底。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你说什么？什么谁想谁想得心疼？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦有些不解。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">这篇《想你想我得我心疼》不是你写的吗？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">啊？梦一下子明白了新今天的反常了，原来因为那篇日记！那是梦上次在《红袖添香》里看日记时，看到一个叫</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">红颜香妃</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">的女子写的日记，当时梦因有事没来得及看，就收藏了那篇日记。新误以为是梦写的。梦无声地站起来，走到电脑边，点开日记首页，再打开</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">红颜香妃</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">的文集首页。淡淡说了句：</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">看看是不是我。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新看了一会儿，一下子红了脸说：</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你知道我不会电脑，我看那文章的口气好像是你写的，所以</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">对不起，宝贝！</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新一下子由冷变热。走过来想拉住梦的手。梦轻轻抽回了手，默默坐到一边拿起了一本书。新有些尴尬，</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">你上次不是说你想参加文友的聚会吗？什么时候去？要不要我陪？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">新更亲热地问。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">哦，我不去，我要考试。</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦轻轻回答。但心底有个声音在问：</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">“</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">我能去吗？</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">”</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">梦的耳旁似乎响起了朋友欢乐的笑声，眼前也似乎浮现了朋友愉快嬉戏的场面</span><span lang="EN-US"><font face="Times New Roman">……</font></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';">一切是那么近又是那么远！</span></font><span lang="EN-US"><br/></span><span style="FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: 'Times New Roman'; mso-hansi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"><font size="3">　　假如爱有翅膀那该多好！梦又一次在心里暗暗说。</font></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt;"><span lang="EN-US"><p><font face="Times New Roman" size="3">
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青春大哥

<p><font size="2">男人都有这样的想法吗？爱情是需要自由，需要空间，更需要的是相互的信任！</font></p><p><font size="2">假如爱有翅膀那该多好，就可以自由飞翔....如果使假如变为现实，就要试着彼此沟通，建立信任，或用环境影响来改变一个人固执的想法。</font></p>

江涛

<p>唉</p>

我的哲学

如此真挚的感受，怎能不让人为作者感到“唉”一声，相信有很多和你一样的已婚女人需要自由空间。支持你。

天边伊人

<p><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="4">爱如果有一对翅膀<br/>天空就会跟着后面跑</font></p><p><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="4">跑过千山<br/>千山就会把用弯弯的小路捆着自己，向天空提升<br/>跑过万水<br/>万水就会用两条细细长长的岸拉着站着不走的柳树，向海里冲</font></p><p><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="4">海，听说是放誓言的好地方<br/>听说有盐，腌制过后，那些誓言不会馊<br/>天，听说是放爱的好地方<br/>听说有星，照耀之后，就像微波炉一样能消毒</font></p><p><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="4">我，站在天边，向你说一声祝福<br/></font></p>

汪洋中的破船

<p><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="5"><strong>距离产生美.......</strong></font></p><p><strong><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="5">问好玉儿,你的文章总能让人感动.</font></strong></p><p><strong><font face="楷体_GB2312" size="5">感情丰富,心思缜密,无需华丽的语言,那种感觉如潺潺流水,一点一点渗入人心......</font></strong></p>

听雪

<p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">世事如沙，摊开手掌，它会随风逝去，捏紧拳头，它还是会从指缝间流走。爱亦是如此。这样一份患得患失的爱情，到底还是不是真的爱情？假如爱有翅膀，它可以飞向哪？哪里才是永远的着陆点？</span></p><p><span style="FONT-SIZE: 10.5pt; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-bidi-font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-font-kerning: 1.0pt; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-language: ZH-CN; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA;">这也是个问题小说。</span></p>

月芽儿

<font size="5">假如爱有翅膀，就趁早点飞出去。。。。。。。</font>

红双喜

<p><font color="#ae33cc" size="4"><strong>"累"就一个字!!!</strong></font></p><p><font color="#ae33cc" size="4"><strong>这样的男人很没自信，也很虚伪!</strong></font></p><p><font color="#ae33cc" size="4"><strong>偶相当不喜欢这类的小男人...</strong></font></p>

青春大哥

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>月芽儿</i>在2008-7-2 15:57:56的发言：</b><br/><font size="5">假如爱有翅膀，就趁早点飞出去。。。。。。。</font></div><p>  假如就是假设，但是假设不成立。。。杂办？</p>