[原创]天亮了，我却哭了！

幽兰

<font size="5">&nbsp;</font><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: arial; mso-hansi-font-family: arial; mso-bidi-font-family: arial;">把自己摔给夜幕，埋进睡眠，车声，碾过马路，碾碎宁静，碾破我无眠的梦，一直，碾过晨曦渐起</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">
                <p></p></span><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: arial; mso-hansi-font-family: arial; mso-bidi-font-family: arial;">于是，用文字做嫁衣，携一抹殷红，典当自己的心情</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: arial; mso-hansi-font-family: arial; mso-bidi-font-family: arial;">于是，想起了这样零星细碎的文字</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">——</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: arial; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: arial; mso-hansi-font-family: arial; mso-bidi-font-family: arial;">细雪纷飞的世事，我惟有努力呼吸，感悟那一星半点的暖意，没有人知道，雪中纷飞的暖意，其实只是不小心一直迷失的自己，拣拾风中飘舞的思绪，一如曾经广袤厚重的秋红，落嫣满地，却也在料峭中不见了最后那片叶子，一直醉着自己不愿意醒来，奔跑着，向着自以为的阳光，唱了自以为天籁的歌谣，当繁华落尽，千帆远去，我知道，黄昏十分那朵即将绽放的黄花，</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 楷体_gb2312; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">悒悒绿叶遍染尘埃，于是，我听见，一个生命里的花期，</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">在黑夜里涌动上千缱万绻的温暖和熟悉。经过万紫千红，也经过长袖漫舞，却惟一种项下不忍去读的落寞，在风中若有若无，若隐若现。一个声音和一段日子漫过惊悸中日渐适应的祥和，还是想起了这样的文字，花非花，雾非雾……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #1111ee; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">漫漫长夜中找寻梭罗，《瓦尔登湖》里荡漾的清波，似乎于我何干，却有真真的想在此刻怀揣着那份</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">"</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">静</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">"</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">沉入湖底，于是，梭罗的木屋，几棵大树，更远的丛林，涂满秋天的金黄，于惶惶间不见了踪影，惟有落叶满地，漫天飞舞。旋转的优雅，脱俗，尘嚣已在远处。我于惴惴间在哲人的木屋里住成了几缕灰吊，享受那罕有而巨大的宁静，咀嚼着森林里潮湿的气息，我知道，世事对那湖的钟爱，皆然可以在垂钓中入了梦的。于是，这一刻，一个心情，几许文字，我在湖底吞咽所有，你的凝视……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: 宋体;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">&nbsp; </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: verdana; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">于是，我告诉自己，合上眼吧，在这无边的月夜。做一回追梦人，为自己。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: #1111ee; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体;"><font face="Times New Roman">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; </font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-ascii-font-family: ';">音乐里怀旧的声音依旧，不曾停息，不曾阻滞，如行云流水，如风吹枝摇，如红尘中迫以生命的代价去追寻荣华的我……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: black; mso-fareast-font-family: 仿宋_gb2312;"></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;"><br/></span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">
                </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">天就要再次亮了，我发现即使匍匐，一些回忆也亦步亦趋逼迫着我。那些动容却不复当初的样子，我又能怎能弃之而去？不知谁能告诉我，逝水年华真的可以酿成一壶酒，洗去心上的染尘？即使可以，我又何堪，得让我寻回那微醉的感受？刻意的华丽转身，抑或依旧以不灭的姿式生活着，明媚着，浮华辉煌于我却早已灰飞烟灭，其实，文字于我竟只是独自寒冬下哈着热气暖着的手。典当不了的，是记忆中永远无法触及的那只蜉蝣……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 11pt; COLOR: #222222; FONT-FAMILY: tahoma; mso-font-kerning: 0pt;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;"><br/></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">　　天亮了，多明丽的词，我却想哭了。是的，是这样的晦涩之夜将尽了。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">
                        <p></p></span></p><p></p><p></p><p class="MsoNormal" align="left" style="BACKGROUND: white; MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; WORD-BREAK: break-all; TEXT-INDENT: 18pt; TEXT-ALIGN: left; mso-margin-top-alt: auto; mso-margin-bottom-alt: auto; mso-pagination: widow-orphan;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-fareast-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-ascii-font-family: 方正姚体; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">
                </span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: 方正姚体; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-hansi-font-family: verdana; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">天就要亮了。我哭了……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 16pt; COLOR: black; FONT-FAMILY: verdana; mso-font-kerning: 0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: tahoma;">
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江涛

<p>诗一般语言，梦一般的意境，桔子一般的心情！</p><p>问好，幽兰，感谢你带来的好文章！</p>

幽兰

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>江涛</i>在2007-11-24 22:08:12的发言：</b><br/><p>诗一般语言，梦一般的意境，桔子一般的心情！</p><p>问好，幽兰，感谢你带来的好文章！</p></div><p>感谢江版主的回贴！</p><p>幽兰真的好累了。</p><p>这个冬天已经没有力气再去挣扎了！</p><p>傻的只会流泪！</p>

江涛

<p>问好，幽兰，有泪就流吧，流个痛快！</p><p>睡个觉，等明天艳日高照的时候记得给自己一个好心情哟！</p>

[此贴子已经被作者于2007-11-24 22:19:06编辑过]

幽兰

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>江涛</i>在2007-11-24 22:18:54的发言：</b><br/><p>问好，幽兰，有泪就流吧，流个痛快！</p><p>睡个觉，等明天艳日高照的时候记得给自己一个好心情哟！</p><br/></div><p>谢谢江涛版主！</p><p></p>

笛弄晴溪

<p>好熟悉的文风--</p><p>细读楼主的文字，不知作何感言为好，唯有祝福楼主，开心，快乐！</p>

慧眸一笑^_^

<p>优美的文字，忧伤的心情。</p><p>问好幽兰！</p><p></p>

幽兰

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>笛弄晴溪</i>在2007-11-24 22:30:31的发言：</b><br/><p>好熟悉的文风--</p><p>细读楼主的文字，不知作何感言为好，唯有祝福楼主，开心，快乐！</p></div><p></p><p>谢谢你的回贴！</p><p>花谢了,还会开春去了,还会来，当日子在我的掌心暗淡地跳跃。我问生命？我能否重生。重生一季的美丽，我曾试着用扫帚扫过落红的阶梯。我也曾试着用阳光擦拭蒙尘的窗棂，而暗夜的蛊，还是自帘幕后&nbsp;。&nbsp;冲出，将我啃蚀。将我吞没。</p>

幽兰

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>denghui</i>在2007-11-25 9:02:57的发言：</b><br/><p>优美的文字，忧伤的心情。</p><p>问好幽兰！</p><p></p></div><p></p><p>非常感谢妹妹能来欣赏幽兰的心情！</p><p>窗外阳光真好，美丽的芬芳在肆意地绽放，我流泪了吗？无阻！还是忧伤，或者是无言的寂静唉！这冬日里凋落一地的无言！</p><p>今天有点伤感，没有兴奋和开心的感觉，全是忧郁和无奈！</p>

冰城冷雪

<p>流泪的年龄</p><p>流芭的乐段</p><p>感伤的句子</p><p></p>