[原创]相思如竹

冰城冷雪

<p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 134.9pt; mso-char-indent-count: 8.96;"><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">相</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">
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                                        </font></span></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">如</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red;"><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"><font face="Times New Roman">
                                        </font></span></span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">竹</span></b><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 15pt; COLOR: red;"><p></p></span></b></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 204pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; mso-char-indent-count: 17.0;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">文</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">冰城冷雪</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">喜欢竹，不单单喜欢它的坚忍不拔；喜欢竹，也不只是喜欢它硬朗挺立于风雨中。我更喜欢它保持一种绿的势态，永不嬗变，除非生命走向终结。我喜欢它，喜欢它钟情于生命的青色。常年一杆清绿，无论历史的风尘，雪霜怎样洗练，它始终沉淀着生命初衷的色泽。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">它是一种很倔强的植物，决不为任何条件屈服。即使头顶压力再大，宁肯拦腰截肢，也决不妥协苟且，宁为玉碎也决不抱守残香。它愿生活在颗粒粗大的焦山之上，决不倾心于细腻湿润的泥土。我曾无数次执着栽竹，它无数次的枯萎。从裸根的竹鞭到含土的青竹一一偿试，都是盛情徒劳一场。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一竿枯叶留守住山野的向往，然后枯竭的颜色却令人消魂几许。清水河畔浮影着孤瘦，清绝。旁边是翠柳成烟。横斜疏影的枝绝不向下。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">每次彷徨，犹豫不决，我定立焦枯的瘦影前，以滋敛身修性。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">随波逐流，媚世艳俗，随遇而安断不是它的秉性。它把自己的信念，风骨都赋予郁郁葱葱的山莽深处。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">后来听说，竹活成双。有经验的竹农说，一根竹孑身绰影当然形容枯槁。竹也像人，月白风清时总得说说话，搭搭讪。我想也许如此，竹是有灵性的。一根竹太凄凉，两棵竹不远处，彼此立有存照，相互鼓励携持，总是有点期望的。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">八年前，我就怀着理想和希望来到了这块生长竹子的黄土地。在学校过惯安逸的生活。吃惯了笼里刚出热腾腾的蒸饺，喝惯了瓦罐汤而这里每天都像身处隐堂般清守戒律。最难熬的是咽了一个多月的老包菜梗。我第一次摔碗骂娘，哭得伤心欲绝。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">所有的热情开始退温的时候，我收到了<personname wst="on" productid="方">方</personname>君的来信，箴字珍言“保持微笑”。“在困难面前保持微笑表明你的坚强；在对手面前保持微笑表明你的大度；遇到事情的时候保持微笑表明你的乐观”。句句话像锹锹黄土，我饿得发慌的心灵也因此而倍感沉实。好事多磨，淬火的钢刀总要经身锤百炼。一句句的给予，我也渐渐地从梦和实现中缓过劲来。这一纸信笺包含了我人生理想的青青本色。有时候，一棵竹活着不只是活着，它真需要另一竿竹的消息。我们的友情，被系在一条坎坷泥泞山路上。一头系山里的我，一头拴着山外的她。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">“五一”三天长假，在去广州回来的途中偶遇一校友，告知<personname wst="on" productid="方">方</personname>君的消息。我已经有七年未有她的音讯了。早初，系着我们友情的那条泥泞邮路也因学校的拆迁变成天堑。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">她的家早已变迁，就在我地址变更的同时，她也离开原有的单位，我们就像一只断线的风筝，随着时间的风越飘越远，茫茫人海，浮尘滚滚。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">一项自视清高的我，没有任何同学联系，懒得将大量的时间耗费在无聊和应酬上。遭遇变故，领导给小鞋穿，我卧薪闭读，从此封笔。相思一片两茫茫。想成为一代文学大师，单凭几页菲菲薄纸远不足。我需要在焦枯上建立起生活阅历和成熟的思想。在此期间，为砺炼思想，我苦心攻读杂文。为有理论指导，自订理论杂志。尝在深山莽林的乡僻村隅耕读至夜深，偶有所成欣喜若狂，自是无人分享。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">友情总是在回忆中获得完美，绿荫也只能在骄阳下方显清凉。无心读书的时候，我总是翻翻过去。从她往昔的话语中我看到了一个有思想，见地的柔弱女子背负着流俗的孤苦和无奈，但绝不随着人流集结的方向向下。像一棵生活在潮湿欲望汇集的洼地里的竹，水和滋润的空气只能使红肥绿瘦。竹，在花丛里迷失了它的道路，更不会在花丛里找到它的回声。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">然而固执的坚强未必是最好的选择，强硬地面临诋毁，只是添一朵遗憾的浮云。玉韫珠藏又有何不可？敢于为理想执言的只有猝死的理想。潮来俗涌蜚语中，我们都懂得退亦进。遭遇变故的我们都回归到原始生命的混顿。像我的那首小诗《笋》“雷声从头顶滚过</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">风雨在召唤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">它在生命最初的黑暗中孕育生命</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">只为初衷的天空</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">重现天日</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">把所有的力量集中</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><font face="Times New Roman">/</font></span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">向上！向上！......”</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">在人生的灰色中传播着彼此的芬芳，七年的光阴，如今的重逢，似乎是召示着一场友情的春雨。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal" style="MARGIN: 0cm 0cm 0pt; TEXT-INDENT: 24pt; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">两棵青竹各自生长在独有的莽林里，风掠过，它们都相互传递着微笑。笔到此时我想起嗜竹的郑板桥的一首小诗“</span><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: fuchsia; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">老樵夫，自砍柴；捆青松，夹绿槐；茫茫野草秋山外。丰碑是处成荒冢，华表千寻卧碧苔。坟前石马磨刀坏，倒不如闲钱沽酒，醉醺醺山径归来......</span></i><span style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%; FONT-FAMILY: 宋体; mso-ascii-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;; mso-hansi-font-family: &quot;Times New Roman&quot;;">”超越梵音的豁达，淡泊和洒脱。人如此，竹亦如此。</span><span lang="EN-US" style="FONT-SIZE: 12pt; COLOR: blue; LINE-HEIGHT: 150%;"><p></p></span></p>

青春大哥

<p><font size="4"><font face="隶书"><strong><font color="#333333">欣赏冰城冷雪的相思如竹的美文，竹如其人。<font size="3">坚忍不拔！</font></font></strong></font></font></p>

汪洋中的破船

欣赏了~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

永远的多多

<font color="#0000ff">有时候，一棵竹活着不只是活着，它真需要另一竿竹的消息。<font size="4">真好。</font></font>

【一束阳光】

<p><font size="7">楼主:你是武穴师范毕业的吧.</font></p><p><font size="7">新师范里的生活也没你写的那么好啊,</font></p>

十九楼

<p></p><p></p><p><font color="#ff00ff" size="4">恋一片竹，念一个人，好事成双．</font></p><p><font color="#ff00ff" size="4">问好冰版！</font></p>

江涛

<p><font color="#ee113d" size="6">此文,足见冰版文字功力!</font></p><p><font color="#ee113d" size="6">情中有景,情景交融!</font></p><p><font color="#ee113d" size="6">学习了!</font></p>

听雪

<p><font color="#0000ff">一根竹太凄凉，两棵竹不远处，彼此立有存照，相互鼓励携持，总是有点期望的。</font></p><p><font color="#0000ff">一样的竹,不一样的性情.再学习!</font></p>

雪舞天涯

<div class="msgheader">QUOTE:</div><div class="msgborder"><b>以下是引用<i>大君</i>在2008-6-3 13:25:06的发言：</b><br/><p>美文已阅！</p><p>再赠一语：有节骨乃坚，无心品自端。</p></div><p><font color="#0000ff">竹如此，人亦如此。</font></p>

爱笔彭松爱笔

<font size="6">好文章，楼主好文采啊。一定向楼主多学习，也请楼主多帮助。</font>